*狗狗阵*开始的感动

Cienna

回复 60# 网卖专用


    谢谢，混种的

Cienna

我也不是一直沉静在悲观的态度
其实很多小事情都能够点亮我一天的心情

一个人实际上的生活
每一天过的比较有意义
每一天都有新鲜事情学习
每一天都能够明白自己多一点
那是单身了
离开家里的人感受到的

我感恩每一天
但同时我希望我警惕每一天
能够豁达每一天
所以很多小事情我很快都无所谓了
但也有很多甜蜜的事情选择变得忽略了
不再肯记在心上

我愿意打开视野
但闭上的心  这次只想交给合的人
交朋友也只是真的交朋友
flirt也只是不现实的flirt
进展到感情
有那么容易吗？

Cienna

痛苦啊，又是一夜到天亮
电脑开了又关了又开
已经搞到底血压了
好晕

睡不着
想着想着一个解释
我怎么会那么爱跑？
但竟然让我记起我大概7-8岁的一小片断段
那个时候才刚懂得拿筷子吃饭
那个晚上我吃得是云吞面哦
基本上是不怎么能夹得起
小手调整了一个比较舒服的方式
才勉强可以吃到面条
我记得我握筷子的方式是握得很尾段
我公公就把我握筷子的手往下拉
过后我妈妈又说
握那么上面  以后会嫁很远哦！
我问越上面就越远吗？

过后我怎么做？
我当下把筷子握到最上面

从小学开始我就超级爱跑
不回家 是个野小孩
所以。。。。
我只能说  可能我的性子里面本来就有流浪的基因

Cienna

不懂是什么桃花
上次委婉的拒绝了英国roastbeef
又来了个德国sausage
好看是好看
但应该也不是我的菜

祈祷下  
老天  你要也给我个josh groban

Cienna

poodle技巧掌握好了
近来学新狗狗造型-maltese + 约可夏+雪纳瑞
虽然不是perfect
但是老师说新手算很不错了
开心
努力觉得不可以白费就是了

Cienna

我承认  我真的忍受不住乖乖呆着
人还没有回到马来  就已经打算下一站了
好坏哦~

啊不过尽然有人在那边读书可以招待我
为何不？
决定了找个机会去德国
我europe的第一步

Cienna

生活是自己的剧本
你怎么写  下一步都跟以后息息相关
人生的舞台息演之前
其实你根本不懂你的一生是快乐占据比较多
还是悲伤独领一切

过去的空缺总会被填补
慢慢的我发觉
我正在康复了

跌倒了  是真的要站起来了

iLLkiD2.0

這是什麼品種啊

Cienna

回复 68# iLLkiD2.0


    我的狗吗？
混的，chihuahua + maltese
maltese的体型，chihuahua的毛质和颜色，chihuahua的脸，但是maltese的眼睛

Cienna

其实，拿不拿奖并不是最重要的事情
我觉得尽力，问心无愧就好
但我真的不明白
为何为人母亲 可以用只有拿奖才不会丢脸的观念来教导孩子？
害的孩子承受不住压力 患上躁郁而选择放弃了参加鉴定
白白的4个月的辛苦就这样浪费了
哎，要赢也不是用这种方法

Cienna

还有4个星期  验证我的能力可以到什么程度
希望一切都顺利
再有一点运气的话
希望可以拿个名次回国
虽然说并不重要~呵呵~

回国我又该怎么开始?
新的一页又怎么写？
其实
它也不重要
重要的是   so farrrr
我终于觉得我有能力掌握一件情
原来我可以尝试那么自信

Cienna

去年  我本想考进法国的大学攻读master
便宜  只是我必须懂法语
原以为我还有时间考虑进修的问题
所以报读法语  慢慢用两年的时间学习法语
呐哉~只读了一年就被赶去澳洲
白白浪费了心血  
所以说  下一步你的人生会做如何的变化没有人知道
planning永远赶不上变化

我喜欢学习语言
法语  德语  西班牙语
太美妙了
那种tricky的卷舌方式
是我最喜欢的挑战
近来学了些德语
我要去德国 ~~

Cienna

我本来就是坦荡的那个人
我说  我想说的话
我做  我想做的事
我去  我想去的地方
当然   这些都在一定的标准上

我当然知道什么叫
“我到底能不能”
而so far，那个“我想做的事”告诉我
做啥不能啊？
“我想去的地方”告诉我
要安排好哦！
“我想说的话”告诉我
活在当下啊~搞不好你下一秒就要见你死去的太公太婆咯~
“我能不能”告诉我
你做了才知道

人应该要很flexible的
今天的你不喜欢自己的工作
赚再多的钱也不一定会开心
你可以掌握健康吗？
你可以确保钱财永远在？
有钱了~
年纪大了  体力不好了  思考的方式也不一样了
就算可以随意走   但方式也不一样了
你选择的或许是豪华的享受
不再是辛苦背着大包  到处乱走  四处问路
住最便宜的地方
但是却体验最多的那种方式
这些体验   书本绝对找不到

有些人的经验在很多年的社会打滚下
才变的稳重   
也有些人注重心灵的成长
走走停停  寻找最舒服的方式

这是两种   不同的人  

Cienna

http://goinswriter.com/travel-young/
3 reasons to travel while you are young


The other night, I had a conversation with a young woman who had a number of decisions ahead of her, one of which was whether she should go to grad school or travel the world.

I told her to travel. Hands down. No excuse. Just go.


She sighed.

“Yeah, but…”
Never were more fatal words spoken.

Yeah, but… what about debt?
Yeah, but… what about my job?
Yeah, but… what about my boyfriend (or dog or car or whatever)?

“Yeah, but…” is pernicious. Because it makes it sound like we have the best of intentions when really we are just too scared to do what we should.

It allows us to be cowards, while sounding noble.

Most people I know who waited to travel the world never did. Conversely, plenty of people who waited for grad school or a steady job and traveled still did those things — eventually.

Be careful of the yeah-but. The yeah-but will kill your dreams.

I was so stirred by this conversation that I shared it with a group of about thirty young adults last night, many of which were asking these very questions.

The life you’ve always wanted
When you get older, life seems to just sort of happen to you. Your youth is a time of total empowerment.

You get to do what you want. As you mature and gain new responsibilities, you have to be very intentional about making sure you don’t lose sight of what’s important.

So if you still have a reasonable amount of control over your circumstances, you should do what really matters. Because life won’t always be just about you.

During early adulthood, your worldview is still being formed. It’s important to steward this time — to give yourself opportunities to grow. A good way to do that is to travel.

So, young person, travel.

Travel wide and far.
Travel boldly.
Travel with full abandon.

You will regret few risks you take, when it comes to this. I promise you.

There are three reasons to travel while you’re young:

1. Traveling teaches you to live an adventure
When you look back on your life, you will have moments of which you are proud and maybe a few you regret. It’s likely that the following won’t be on the latter list:

•Bicycled across the Golden Gate Bridge.
•Appeared on Italian TV.
•Hiked a Mayan ruin.
•Learned Spanish in three months.
•Toured Europe by train.
They’re not on mine (fun fact: I’ve done all of the above).

What, then, will be?

•Holding back.
•Being afraid.
•Making excuses.
•Not taking more risks.
•Waiting.
While you’re young, you should travel.

You should take the time to see the world and taste the fullness of life. It’s worth whatever investment or money or sacrifice of time required on your part.

It’s not about being a tourist. It’s about experiencing true risk and adventure so you don’t have to live in fear for the rest of your life.

2. Traveling helps you encounter compassion
In your youth, you will make choices that will define you. The disciplines you begin now will be with you for the rest of your life.

Traveling will change you like little else can. It will put you in places that will force you to care for issues that are bigger than you.

If you go to southeast Asia, you may encounter the slave trade. If eastern Europe, you may see the effects of genocide and religious persecution. If Haiti, you’ll witness the the ugly side Western paternalism.

Your heart will break.

You will begin to understand that the world is both a big and small place. You will have a new-found respect for the pain and suffering that over half of the world takes for granted on a daily basis. And you will feel more connected to your fellow human beings in a deep and lasting way.

You will learn to care.

3. Traveling allows you to get some culture
While you’re still young, you should get cultured. Get to know the world and the magnificent people that fill it.

There’s nothing quite like walking alongside the Coliseum or seeing Michelangelo’s David in person. I can describe the city of San Juan and its amazing beaches and historic sites to you, but you really have to see it for yourself to experience it. You can read all the books in the world about the Great Wall of China or The Louvre, but being there is a different story.

The world is a stunning place, full of outstanding works of art. See it.

Do this while you’re still young. Do not squander this time. You will never have it again.

You have a crucial opportunity to invest in the next season of your life now. Whatever you sow, you will eventually reap.

Please. For your sake, do this.

You won’t always be young. And life won’t always be just about you. So travel. Experience the world for all it’s worth. Become a person of culture, adventure, and compassion.

“What if I’m not young?”
Travel, anyway. It may not be easy to do, but find a way to get out of your comfort zone. It’s really never too late.

But if you haven’t gotten sucked into the routine of life yet, I implore you — travel. It will never be easier than it is right now for you to do that which really matters.

If you’re young, have you traveled yet? Have you seen what the world has to offer and how it can change you? What’s holding you back?

If you’re older, did you travel when you were young? What regrets do you have?

Cienna

有代沟有代沟
把力气省起来

Cienna

其实我又不是什么旧时代的人
我自认我可以接受很多新观点  新事物  新体验
更可以开放讨论
但讨论的人重要的是别把自己框起来
害怕接受一般不被认同的观点
我爸就是这样  所以我也不想争个对错
毕竟不管我的事
so~我还是不应该尝试要人家改观
对于沟不上来的事情  为了避免杀掉脑细胞
人们应该no talk, no touch, no eye contact
quote Cesar Millan

Cienna

沒有不會謝的花
there's no flower that never dies‭ ‬
沒有不會退的浪
there's no‭ ‬tide that's always high
沒有不會暗的光
there's no light that always shines
你在煩惱什麼嗎
what's the trouble‭ ‬on‭ ‬your mind

沒有不會淡的疤
there's no scar that never fades
沒有不會好的傷
there's no wound‭ ‬that always stays
沒有不會停下來的絕望
there's no desperation‭ ‬that‭ ‬won't go away
你在憂鬱什麼啊
so why‭ ‬the sadness on your face

時間從來不回答
Time‭ ‬goes by without a trace‭ ‬
生命從來不喧嘩
Life‭ ‬goes on without fanfare
就算只有片刻‭ ‬我也不害怕
Don't be afraid of any moment‭ ‬that you‭ ‬have
是片刻組成永恆哪
Life goes on and on and on

Cienna

我已经忘记了我最后一次跟全家人一起活动了
也没有去记得从什么时候开始
每次出门都少了一个人 - 我爸
我印象里面跟他最甜蜜的一次是我7岁上小学的时候
出门前都会在他脸旁来个大大的响吻
而不知道从什么时候开始
接下来就是很多的  不好的回忆

我相信一个人的性格有一半是来自成长的过程
我自认我虽然没有很富裕的家庭
但是我一直以来都是很幸福的
但如果今天我不尝过失败
我就只会一辈子做个家里的乖乖女
搞不好我也跟其他同学一样已经结婚
生小孩了
看到幸福的一家人  很甜蜜
但是我也从来没有后悔我走的路
虽然当中难免有很多的遗憾。

当你一天一天的更加了解你自己
其实不懂是件好事，还是坏事。
以前被背叛的伤口虽然愈合
但是我也一样发现自己  还是融不进去恋爱的气氛
对于几个比较合得来的人
多一步了解后  总会退缩
说他们不是我理想中的人也不对
因为我从来不想list这些condition
我只是寻找一种感觉
一种当火花退下来之后
我还是会继续想跟他疯狂下去的感觉
但是或许我太wild了
能和我click的人。。。
呵呵在荷兰？

还是我缺少了勇气的理由
并不是因为受过伤
而是我爸给我阴影？
还是我追寻的并不是什么感觉
只是一个懂的我内心的渴望的人

Cienna

我是个不善于拒绝人家的人
我常常都会尽力去配合对方的需要
所以朋友约会我很少拒绝
要求我尽力做到
心里不爽 我也很快释怀
人家confess我也很少耍狠
这种性格常会害死我自己

我观念很开放
我可以接受很多不同的观点
但并不代表我很easy
看来我要给自己挂个牌坊-感情贞节牌坊
就是感觉至上  
没有感觉  什么都不用说
就算要疯  也是一样凭感觉疯
因为感觉很多时候都是我理由和logic

跟一个外国朋友聊天打发时间
对方开了个玩笑，you dont have desire for me?
我毫不犹豫 nop!
我这句不经过大脑自动解意  但还算很真实的话
竟然伤了他的自尊心
他说他们都习惯把所有的感觉剖白，摊开来说
包括心理和身理的需要
男男女女都好  
如果那天告诉你  对你有很强烈的欲望
那是很sweet的一件事情  因为他/她愿意跟你share这一种情绪
对于感觉比较好的人  这不是什么性骚扰
只是他心里常会想念你
也包括了需要你

我自以为我那句nop
是一句礼貌的话
通常我们冒冒然问一个人说 you.dont have desire for me
很多时候都会吓跑人家
但我忘了他这个白萝卜受的是跟亚洲人不同的教育
和思想观念都不同
原来我那句nop对他来说是类似我不注重的意思
这下很难“收伙”
然后就开始从几百年代传下来的“华人道德观”
解释给他听

然后他说
原来你还对于直接承认和接受
还那么害臊？
太可爱了~
我。喜。欢。
那以后你的nop我都自动看成yes

无言
我把我的desire奉献给feeling
你除非变成feeling
要不然我每次只能回答他又在不伤害他自尊心的情况下
i don't know, i need to figure out that really
but i think you're quite cute.
够委婉又好听，对于他们又普偏

Cienna

突然又迷了路
现实与想像
理性与感性
感情与条件
配合与契合

如果一些事情可以用打勾勾来决定
真的就简单多了吗？

有一些沼泽地带
不想再踩下去
却又看着一天一天靠近
就让我越不懂得处理
很迷惑